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No picture tonight, because we all mess up our lives! No picture, because we are all cowards, a bunch of un-grown arrogant aimless kids. No picture because we never reach out to what we want. No picture, because we are afraid of what we want, what would really make us happy, what is our better life.

We all, at some point, drive the ones we love away. We are so afraid they will reject us, we are so afraid that we are not good enough for them, that we will never be happy together. We are so afraid that we drive them away, we say rude things to them even though, at the same time, all we want is to be with them, we say things to drive them away when at the same time, all we feel is love for them, a strong will to be with them, together, as one.

No picture tonight because we are all cowards, consciously driving what makes us happy away in a sick, wicked desire to protect ourselves from pain and deception.

No picture tonight because I will never tell her... No picture, I said it was too late...