The right moment

The more I think about everything, the more I get convinced that the true connection never exists. Destiny is what we make of it. Love is what we want to believe it is.
There's no such thing as compatibility, destiny, THE ONE. It was never meant to be. You never got to chose. You never got chosen.

It only was the odd person at the right moment... It could have been the right one, or the wrong one, or the random one, but it was all about that moment...


And if you miss that moment, it never comes back again, no matter how you try...


And I missed it...

On my own...

Losing my senses, lost in my head, I am nothing, and no one and nowhere at all, I am thoughtless and i fought this on my own...

New look, new life, new perspectives

Sometimes we should look life in the eye

Sometimes we should look life with new eyes
Sometimes we should look life with new insight

For it takes only ONE perspective to see
YOU!

Broken

Even if everything is lost...
Even if everything is broken...
I know you are still there, somewhere...

Singles is BAD for YOU

Single and being looked down on

Single and having people look at you as if you're a total failure
Single and having people interested in you why you've been single for so long
Single... One MUST have a problem somewhere... They HAVE to!
Single is a disease...
Single is contagious... And deadly... You have to stay far far away from singles...
Single... Ask for a mortgage... Why do you want a mortgage? You're single, you're going to live by yourself? Why?
Single... You want to to have fun? Why? You're single, you should say put? Having fun is not allowed to you! You must stay put until you get rid of that sickness! Or you're a bastard!
Single... Why on earth would someone want to remain single? There MUST be something WRONG with that person!
Single... Don't hang out with singles! It's DANGEROUS! Something BAD will happen to YOU!


Couples get couple friends...
Couples get tons of gifts on their wedding day so they don't have to buy ANYTHING...
Couples get great mortgages...
Couples are well seen by everybody...
Couples is safe when hanging out with friends...
Couples is great to invite over for dinner...
Couples get sympathy when they run out of money...
Couples is SAFE!

WHEN IS IT GOING TO BE OK TO BE SINGLE?!

Lost in order

The more I walk down this path, the more I feel confident that this IS the path to go!

This is the perfect path!
This is the perfect moment!
This is the perfect attitude, the perfect place to be, the perfect person to be!
This is the perfect people to be with, the perfect life to live!
THIS IS IT!
Until I get lost all over again...

We chose a life... A life to be, a life to live, a life to build...
We chose something great for it all...
We chose something great for it all to have a meaning...
We chose all the right friends to make it all nice to keep...
We chose all the right moments to make it perfect...
And then comes the moment when we all realise... We lost something important...

And we all think we want to find our way back...
And we all think we are right in our choices...
And we all think we are right in our directions...
And we all think we want to make these choices...
And we all argue endlessly to make sure the other agrees to OUR TRUTH...
Until we get lost all over in our true worlds...

And we run free!
And we run loose!
And we run for our lives!
And we run in our lives!
And we run straight ahead, never looking back, never regretting anything!
And we run... Free...
We are not lost... Not anymore...

Because the path leading to you is beautiful...
Because the path leading to you is truthful...
Because the path leading to you is the right way...
Because the path leading to you found me in the lost land...
Because the path leading to you brings hope of happiness and freedom...
We are not lost... Not anymore...

Because love is here...
Because love is in you...
Because love is in me...
Because we share love among us...
Because we let our love live and draw a path...
We are not lost... Not anymore...

Because you are beautiful in your mind...
Because you are beautiful in your soul...
Because you are beautiful in your body...
Because you are beautiful just the way you are...
There is no need to get lost into faked selfness...

We are afraid that truth will not be...
We are afraid that your truth will not be mine...
We are afraid that my truth will not be yours...
We are afraid that truth will make us lose everything...

But I know that I want YOU!
But I know that I need YOU!
But I know that I will love YOU!
But I know what I will bring happiness to YOU!
For I know I will not be lost anymore when you will be here with me...

One night on earth

I shook from my dream I wasn't here
To shake from my own sight
Shake, ache from the light of everything
Shake for that which sinks but can't drown

Your face
It will not be back again
Oh fate, your face
To summon it away is to back down

I'm not so alone in here tonight
The light shines off the pennies in the street
And love feels such a plausible delight
And now I've learnt the lyrics in full to Auld Lang Sine

Oh fate, Your face
It will not be back again
Oh fate, your face
To summon it away

Oh fate, Your face
It will not be back again
Oh fate, your face
To summon it away is to back down

Now the wolves all howl
And the birds all sing it:
"He backed down"